In a about a week I will be starting a total new chapter in my life. This year I finished my secondary school with a pretty good results, I have to admit hh. But I needed them because I really wanted to start a university in Ljubljana. If I am being honest, I was so scared this past year, that I wouldn’t get high results enough to attend my dream collage. If that would happen, I would be spending next 4 year in Koper. I know many of you would think what’s wrong with you, living by the sea, drinking coffee next to the sea and just listening the waves… But even though I am the biggest fan of seaside, I prefer living in Ljubljana. I can’t wait coffee breaks by the Ljubljanica, morning runs in park Tivoli.
It’s true that I have some experience and I think I am pretty independent for a girl my age. 4 years of dormitory had something to do with it hh. Yes we were provided with breakfasts, lunchs and dinners but still, I went far from my home when I was 14 and kind of learned, how to take care of myself. Also my learning skills improve. 4 years ago I didn’t know how to learn by not reading the lessons loud, but now I can’t teach while speaking, I mean it’s so disturbing. However, I think I am ready! I am ready to become a total independent girl!
I am sadly not with my friend right now in ”student hostel”. But hoping for the best, my next year will be with my ex and presenting roommate. How many people are so lucky to get so well with someone, spending time with them 24/7, I mean like literally we were together the whole day in school. All the classes. Then past the day an the night haha. Of Course we fight, but like we said a long time ago(in primary school), we are not sisters if we don’t fight sometimes. We always find a way to make things work. So what I was trying to say is that, I have a little support to make this ”new beginning” easier, just because of my dear friend.
The thing that is bothering me the most is how will I schedule my time. From monday till friday I will be staying in Ljubljana and then the weekend is here. I have two homes, one is where my beloved family lives and the other one is the one where my love is waiting for me. 2 days? How will I do it? I have no idea, but I promise I will tell you when I will figure it out.
While writing this post, I become really excited. Of course there is the scared part of me, because new things, new persons, new experiences are in front of me. But the other part of me, the one that love new challenges can’t wait to pack my things and see the room I will be staying next year, maybe next 4 years, we will see about that hh. To decorate this room and make it mine, to create a new home, the third one haha!
So I think I’ve said everything. I promise, I will keep you up with my life and show you all the great stuff, maybe some bad too. Promising you that I will post more outfits, outfit ideas, some health tips… O God I have so much in my mind! This post is really written from the heart! Stay tuned. Love, L*